Much Ado About Nothing

Thursday, March 28, 2002

Applied for the restaurant job. Hershey's Ice Cream Manager. It is a local owner that owns other area businesses so at least if it doesn't work out I can hopefully work for him elsewhere. Don't have the job but I have a decent chance. Strangely enough they are opening it in a store that my previous employer owned. Weird maybe it is good Karma?

posted by Arrina - on 4:51 PM | 3 comments

Well it is 11:45am and I am out of work already for the day. What the hell is going on in the tax world? Has everyone taken courses on how to do their own? Sheesh, I am going to get behind on bills with this going on. I think this afternoon I will be going to hunt for jobs. There is a restaurant mgmt position opening at Canton Ctre Mall at a Food Court store that is new. I thought I might check this opportunity out. Oh to be the boss again, sounding really good right now.

Thanks for the input on my rambling Tuesday blog. Being the negative person I am the good never outweighs the bad. I appreciate the positive thoughts though I am trying.

Well I am off to eat, walk doggie, then hit the jobhunting pavement. =)

posted by Arrina - on 11:48 AM | 1 comment

Tuesday, March 26, 2002

Well I am off today due to lack of work. Here we go again! I hope it gets better soon. I am already fervently looking for a job. I have temp type place in Canton who want to find me work but likely it won't pay what I need so I will keep it to the side for desperation purposes. Creative Financial Staffing.

Tunch and I went to the mall and had lunch then he went to work. They called him in for 50 mins because someone called off. They then let him go and wanted him back at 3pm to 8pm. Dummy me answered the phone, I should've known better.

I feel so trapped in my world, Tunch and friends are the only good things here are a list of things that make me feel trapped.

1. Too many bills not enough money
2. If I get a college loan will I be able to buy a house later? I already have lousy credit, some say no.
3. My apartment is too small still or could it be we are growing?
4. If I could go back to college could I earn enough money to live while I do?
5. My weight
6. My health because it stops me from losing the weight sometimes.
7. My mental state because it stops me from overcoming said health problems enough to stick with a diet.
8. My parents sometimes because I worry about them even knowing I can do nothing to solve their problems.
9. Money and bills really stress me out why can't I have a windfall?
10. I am so tired of thinking if I were able to stop thinking about it all I know I would feel better.

Things that make me happy

1. Tunch
2. My friends
3. Actual (out of town) vacations
4. Reading good books
5. Watching good movies
6. Coming up with a great story in my head.
7. Beautiful music
8. A clean house
9. A cool snowstorm
10. Fall leaves in their glory
11. A Thunderstorm in summer
12. Crocuses, Daffodils, and Tulips in spring
13. Birds singing on a summer morning
14. The smell of freshly cut grass
15. Watching my animals play and be cute.

I am really tired of thinking now I guess I will go work in the basement so I can get a grip on my obviously whacked mental state at the moment. Hopefully I can get rid of the very large knot in my stomach that I have constantly.

Adios amigas!

posted by Arrina - on 4:32 PM | 2 comments

Monday, March 25, 2002

What kind of drunk are you?

Take the Affliction Test Today!

Which Evil Criminal are You?

posted by Arrina - on 6:20 PM | 11 comments

Tuesday, March 19, 2002

I have always felt there was a dark cloud over my head most of my life but turns out it was a pigeon taking a dump on my world. Pretty funny that it would come up like that! it is almost karma in a very sick way.

27 days to go!...........

posted by Arrina - on 9:49 AM | 1 comment

Monday, March 18, 2002

posted by Arrina - on 7:33 PM | 2 comments

You are Civilian Calvin! You don't get to travel much outside your neighborhood, but you still manage to get in plenty of trouble. When you're not acting up, you like to wax philosophical. Take the What Calvin are You? Quiz by contessina_2000@yahoo.com!

posted by Arrina - on 7:28 PM | 11 comments

I love Pineapple! no matter what it says..............Oh it was hard going back to work today..............On the good news side I am able to go to CA if I want even if I have no money I have enough points to get a freebie!

Evenings are so hard, I want to sleep but I can't, but if I don't I fall asleep the minute Tunch walks in the door.

Question: Why do older folks think after a certain age they can pull out in front of you without warning and then go 2 mph? It's like they back out of driveway or pull out and yell here I come get outta of the way!

posted by Arrina - on 7:24 PM | 1 comment

28 days to freedom..............

Find out which LifeSaver you are.

posted by Arrina - on 7:17 PM | 11 comments

Saturday, March 16, 2002

30 days to freedom...........Party tonite yeah! I am ready for one. It is ugly today making it easier to be at work. I am so excited that I only have 30 days left. I hope to go to CA and see Bryan. I may even work while I am there so I don't feel guilty for being there instead of here jobhunting. My old job could and would probably use me for a few days, they pay employees kids to come in and work some on their school vacations so why not me? Then I will have money for Vegas or bills which ever is necessary at the time.
I just came up with this idea I think it is a good one, it is not like I have many people to see other than Bryan out there.

posted by Arrina - on 11:40 AM | 1 comment

Sunday, March 10, 2002

35 days to freedom now.............

The wind is unbelievable today, and cold! Whhoooo! Of course Aikido thought it was cool and wanted to stay out there. Nooooooo! Sorry puppy.

Well as you know I have been home "sick" since Thursday evening. I will not be having a good day tommorrow.

I am somewhat more positive about possibly going back to school thanks to Clio Thanks! I will have to get on it soon if I am going to do it (starting in the fall) I just hope I can do it. It would be scary to get a school loan and then suck at it.

I watched "Angels in the Outfield" this morning. Tunch harrassed me endlessly all the way through it. Sometimes I think he does that because the heart wrenching things in the film actually do make him mushy inside so he has to joke his way through it. Thoughts? He said that Danny Glover was a petifile blah blah blah you know how he is..................

Well tonite we will have a roast, potatoes and carrots for dinner. It is nice lately we have been eating at the table instead of in front of the TV and computer. That way we converse instead of eat in silence.

Well as usual I am speechless, I guess I yacked myself out last night......later.........

posted by Arrina - on 12:29 PM | 3 comments

Wednesday, March 06, 2002

Well there are now 40 days to freedom............. I think everyone has stopped checking my blog because I haven't been in here so long. Things have slowed at work strangely enough, although brief. The anal people are finished now the procrastinators aren't here yet, however soon they will start pooring in just in time to make it last minute, so in a week or so there will be so much work I will be drowning in it. Meanwhile I am trying to rest as much as possible.

Tunch is considering doing a blog.......stay tuned. My guess is it may be somewhat offensive.

Mom is good from surgery and back to her annoying self I am afraid.

I have gotten some sleep last nite so I feel awake today actually. It feels so good to feel rested.
Well soon I will be back with more interesting information. Ta Ta.

posted by Arrina - on 11:52 AM | 11 comments

Friday, March 01, 2002

OMG Feb 19 was the last time I was in here? Yikes. Countdown is now down to.....45 days to freedom.

My mom had surgery yesterday afternoon, everything went well thank goodness. She is supposed to go home today if her progress is ok I havent talked to her yet. I will be over there a bit this weekend helping my dad, she is a real handful.

Hope you guys are well. I wish I could be on here more but I haven't even read anyones much less been here, I am afraid it will only get worse.

posted by Arrina - on 1:18 PM | 2 comments