Much Ado About Nothing

Tuesday, February 19, 2002

Its 7:15 am and 55 days until its over.............I am tired but not as bad as yesterday.............the scale shouldn't be left out on mornings when you hold lots of water it is very depressing one might think they are pregnant...............not. It would be a more comfortable explanation. Went to a Wav site last nite and got alot of really great waves for my computer http://www.fortunecity.com/tinpan/kowalski/58/wavs.html it must have at least 1000 wavs from every show and movie you can think about, such as Joey on Friends, saying "How you doin?" check it out. Well off to work!

posted by Arrina - on 7:15 AM | 2 comments

Monday, February 18, 2002

ahhhh.....haven't been here in a while.......countdown to April 15th is 56 days. I was really depressed about my weight again yesterday. It is such a circle going to diet, try to diet, fail, depression, going to diet, try to diet, fail depression........I am back at going to diet right now.............on to try tommorrow......Valentines day was good I got Hyacinths from Tunch which is what I asked for and candy heart with all the little sayings on them.....I got him some Japanese type gifts little things.....and a valentine cake.

This weather drives me nuts up down up down ahhhhh. one or the other please.............I am anxious even more to get to april because I don't want to worry about what i am going to do anymore I just want to do it and forget it. Well I should get to work before I get caught online. shhhhhhhh.

posted by Arrina - on 4:04 PM | 11 comments

Sunday, February 10, 2002

Along came a spider was good, certainly didn't expect the ending I got they had me surprised. Got a bit of shopping done today. Working on laundry.

Here is my current befuddlement. A friend called today and left a message on my voice mail. They sounded annoyed that I had not called (they are out of the area) in a while. The general message was basically I think anyway to make me feel guilty. Am I a bad friend, I hate calling someone I want to talk (which I do) to for 5 mins, or in the store etc (its very hard to talk and shop and lift things off shelves.) I have to do these things on Sunday as I work all week I get home at 5:30 but my brain is jammed and the last thing I feel like doing is getting on the phone ( I haven't ever really been a phone person since high school ). So....that leaves my day off which is usally spent sleeping and catching up on what ever I need to. Maybe I am not a good friend or maybe I am more understanding of others than my friend. Which? We are talking about a 3 month period where I am working for now 48 hours a week which is about to inch upwards this week over 50 if not towards 60. I asked my friend to be patient with me, is that too much to ask? Why am I typing this feeling guilty for being exhausted?

I have been listening to audio books in the car whenever I go anywhere to destress myself from thinking about stuff that concerns me or that stresses me out. It really works and I am going to continue doing it.

The guilt I feel is a mirror of what my parents like to throw at me during situations (family ones) that I couldn't control if I were Pres. Bush! I guess this is why the message she left really pissed me off.

posted by Arrina - on 5:05 PM | 2 comments

Saturday, February 09, 2002

Well I am finally relaxing, the boys have been at the movies and will be home shortly, they went to see the new Schwartznegger movie, ick, stupid oaflike person. Things are picking up fast tax wise, I am worn out, I did about 10 city returns for a corporation, and three peoples Federal, State, and City. Whew. I am really bushed.

I watched Kiss the Girls last nite with my brother it was good, we are going to watch Along came a Spider later (sort of sequel, same character).

I wish I could have been shopping today, I need so many things. All I have time for mostly is cleaning and really don't for that either. Soon enough. Tommorrow I shall sleep in and try to veg a bit.

posted by Arrina - on 8:59 PM | 11 comments

Monday, February 04, 2002

Great time last night thanks everyone.........It is great having Bryan here. Wish I didn't have to work so much.

I am trying a weight/energy program bryan gave to me to try. www.winltd.com I am using Bio-Lean, Winrgy, and Food for thought. He says the energy level is great, I will let you know how it works.

posted by Arrina - on 12:58 PM | 1 comment

Saturday, February 02, 2002

My bro is here! Yeah! We just took a drive etc and yacked a while and now he is bullshitting with Tunch and Tony.

Tunch, Tony & I ate at Mtn Jacks tonite it was fantastic as usual. We had a good waiter as well. We rented a bunch of movies and got donuts, tommorrow should be fun when all our friends come down!

posted by Arrina - on 11:59 PM | 11 comments

I am off today whoo hoo! I wish I didn't have to get up tho so early to let out the pooch that was aggravating but at least I am at home.

posted by Arrina - on 12:12 PM | 11 comments